The last thing that should happen this critically packed week, is to get sick.
Yet food poisoned, the very day before my first test of final year.
Terribly not studying, terribly trying to sleep, yet can't do both well.
Miserable.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Sunday, February 07, 2010
蠢
竟然相信你们的话。
讨厌自己总是顾虑得太多，为什么要想`想`想得那么多？
为什么顾虑到你们，却被说成优柔寡断？
为什么一向来要我做的事，现在却以其反过来咬我??
为什么。。
为什么。。。
因为我太差劲了，不值得你们多看一眼。。。
很烂的心情，该往哪里抛？
讨厌自己总是顾虑得太多，为什么要想`想`想得那么多？
为什么顾虑到你们，却被说成优柔寡断？
为什么一向来要我做的事，现在却以其反过来咬我??
为什么。。
为什么。。。
因为我太差劲了，不值得你们多看一眼。。。
很烂的心情，该往哪里抛？
Saturday, February 06, 2010
爱与不爱
悄悄站在门外
静静望著你发呆
你闪烁的双眼
看著一片海 笑起来
从来不对你说明白
害怕你会被伤害
也许我不应该 站在这门外
所以我们才默默分开
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我 我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后 期望你更好过
请你忘了 曾经有我
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我 我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后 期望你更好过
请你忘了 曾经有我
爱与不爱
演唱 - 阿哲
词曲 - 黄威尔
静静望著你发呆
你闪烁的双眼
看著一片海 笑起来
从来不对你说明白
害怕你会被伤害
也许我不应该 站在这门外
所以我们才默默分开
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我 我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后 期望你更好过
请你忘了 曾经有我
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我 我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后 期望你更好过
请你忘了 曾经有我
爱与不爱
演唱 - 阿哲
词曲 - 黄威尔
Monday, February 01, 2010
Woohoo!
Finally watched the movie. First time of a movie outing in a cinema at Kedah, not too bad after all.
And the movie, quite well for a local production, and I guess the actors & actresses, , are just being themselves.. hehehe~ It sent us laughing away since we sat down and all the way til the end, and the good thing is, there's a nice story-line to go with that fits the season. And what makes it good is it's relevance to the society, and basically a visual form of the programs on the FM ^^
With the good result, I guess there is the expectation next time. I do hope they won't be repeating the tricks or out of ideas, since this one is already packed with many.
A good movie trip for my little vacation. =)
Sunday, January 24, 2010
1.23
It was the fun that I missed for the few long months...
Except what the monster did that is costing my life.
*
Realize I cannot expect you to understand, at least not all of you.
I'm trying not to wander too far.
Hoping someone would pull me back if I do.
Except what the monster did that is costing my life.
*
Realize I cannot expect you to understand, at least not all of you.
I'm trying not to wander too far.
Hoping someone would pull me back if I do.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Fragility
I didn't know... How could I not know...
A chat with a long-time-no-see-and-chat friend, a terrible review of incidents some time ago and long time ago.
First, a group coordinator of the KMT who passed away due to an accident, probably a year plus back.
Then, a group member of KMT who left us as well...
Just two months back.
And it was the terrible tragedy at Kampar waterfall.
Hard to believe.
Though I wasn't close to him, but to hear it and see the name, it is heart-breaking enough.
Anyhow, it was almost a month that we were in a group.
He was the star of the group, significant enough to be recalled of his actions.
Yet I'm reluctant to watch the videos now... I can't believe this hyperactive guy isn't around anymore...
Recalling the fact that I haven't quite been in touch with the group... and there was not much heard of this news from the rest of the members. Somehow it wasn't quite known?
And the FB will remain an 'awaiting friend confirmation' status.
Life's unpredictable. What's done now, does not necessary be significant the next moment.
Yet you will never know what would happen next, so you try your best now.
Confusion of mind, fragility of life.
It's a pity... a huge pity.
Though it's late, hope you rest in peace, Yew GC.
A chat with a long-time-no-see-and-chat friend, a terrible review of incidents some time ago and long time ago.
First, a group coordinator of the KMT who passed away due to an accident, probably a year plus back.
Then, a group member of KMT who left us as well...
Just two months back.
And it was the terrible tragedy at Kampar waterfall.
Hard to believe.
Though I wasn't close to him, but to hear it and see the name, it is heart-breaking enough.
Anyhow, it was almost a month that we were in a group.
He was the star of the group, significant enough to be recalled of his actions.
Yet I'm reluctant to watch the videos now... I can't believe this hyperactive guy isn't around anymore...
Recalling the fact that I haven't quite been in touch with the group... and there was not much heard of this news from the rest of the members. Somehow it wasn't quite known?
And the FB will remain an 'awaiting friend confirmation' status.
Life's unpredictable. What's done now, does not necessary be significant the next moment.
Yet you will never know what would happen next, so you try your best now.
Confusion of mind, fragility of life.
It's a pity... a huge pity.
Though it's late, hope you rest in peace, Yew GC.
Sunday, January 03, 2010
'10 Resolution?
As the colleagues advised, enjoy your life in university when you can.
Been a couple of years that I didn't exactly think of a New Year's resolution.
So shall I let this be?
"Enjoy and make the best of the University life, Final year or not, whether it's work or play."
A tough one, but depends on attitude, I guess...
Happy New Year and all the best, everyone!
Been a couple of years that I didn't exactly think of a New Year's resolution.
So shall I let this be?
"Enjoy and make the best of the University life, Final year or not, whether it's work or play."
A tough one, but depends on attitude, I guess...
Happy New Year and all the best, everyone!
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Cape Rachado Concurred!
Dec 5, Port Dickson – Cape Rachado was concurred by an ‘alien’ who was brought in by humans at around 5.30pm.
The incident happened in a cloudy early evening, when there were moderate amount of tourists for a weekend. The ‘alien’, on the other hand, did not offer suspicious looks.
Sources state that the visit has been planned a few weeks ago, that the ‘alien’ has been collaborating with the humans, who apparently are colleagues in a refinery. It was planned to catch the sunset, which was failed, though the sun appeared reaching late evening.
Suspicion surrounds as there seem to be some kind of exploration done on the beach, which was one of the clearest spots among the tourist spots in Port Dickson. The group did not (get to) register at the guard house. There is a possibility of more trips to the place.
The incident happened in a cloudy early evening, when there were moderate amount of tourists for a weekend. The ‘alien’, on the other hand, did not offer suspicious looks.
Sources state that the visit has been planned a few weeks ago, that the ‘alien’ has been collaborating with the humans, who apparently are colleagues in a refinery. It was planned to catch the sunset, which was failed, though the sun appeared reaching late evening.
Suspicion surrounds as there seem to be some kind of exploration done on the beach, which was one of the clearest spots among the tourist spots in Port Dickson. The group did not (get to) register at the guard house. There is a possibility of more trips to the place.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
rush rush rush
Grandma getting better, thankfully.
And so managed to SC’s wedding after all. Congrats SC!! So great to see you happily married :)
And waiting for more nephews and nieces :P
The rush back was interrupted by a huuuuuuge traffic jam even up at Taiping! Missed the train, missed the sleep, missed a half day at work. A bad experience, a true learning.
A farewell dinner for Ervin at Coconut Groove, apparently that’s the place we went for mango ice but ended up with lychee ice.
Price very high, but food so-so, and service quite bad.
Like the environment though, by the sea side.
And apparently that might be my farewell threat too… wat’a…
I feel heavy-hearted to leave...
And so managed to SC’s wedding after all. Congrats SC!! So great to see you happily married :)
And waiting for more nephews and nieces :P
The rush back was interrupted by a huuuuuuge traffic jam even up at Taiping! Missed the train, missed the sleep, missed a half day at work. A bad experience, a true learning.
A farewell dinner for Ervin at Coconut Groove, apparently that’s the place we went for mango ice but ended up with lychee ice.
Price very high, but food so-so, and service quite bad.
Like the environment though, by the sea side.
And apparently that might be my farewell threat too… wat’a…
I feel heavy-hearted to leave...
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Hope
Emotional stress making the days hard for me. Can’t say it’s unexpected, yet it’s more serious than imagined.
How the situation is, and how I’m handling it.
Don’t want to think about it, I just get too pessimistic. Yet I keep worrying about it.
Still talking and smiling with people around, yet when I’m on my own, I feel like breaking down.
And I did. How awful.
Hoping for the best...
You must get better, grandma.
Gambatte!!
How the situation is, and how I’m handling it.
Don’t want to think about it, I just get too pessimistic. Yet I keep worrying about it.
Still talking and smiling with people around, yet when I’m on my own, I feel like breaking down.
And I did. How awful.
Hoping for the best...
You must get better, grandma.
Gambatte!!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
2012
Much anticipated movie, yet much more disappointed.
A show to cater to the curious, to get the image of the imagination or beliefs in parts of the human society on the cinema screen?
Or probably it showed “What would happen?” when my expectation was “What ELSE would happen??”
Other than that, kinda too graphical, unrealistic compared to the previous few disastrous movies, familiar scenes,...
Oops, no offence pls!
Yes, I’m too picky I supposed...
Still hopes for the best when the year comes.
A show to cater to the curious, to get the image of the imagination or beliefs in parts of the human society on the cinema screen?
Or probably it showed “What would happen?” when my expectation was “What ELSE would happen??”
Other than that, kinda too graphical, unrealistic compared to the previous few disastrous movies, familiar scenes,...
Oops, no offence pls!
Yes, I’m too picky I supposed...
Still hopes for the best when the year comes.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Kemaman & Netball
End of October. Having 3 - 4 trips and invitations on the same weekend, I sincerely apologize for not being able to make it for all the others, as I had promised to join in the trip to Kemaman.
And the purpose of the trip, for friendly games of netball, volleyball and soccer with Huntsman Tioxide, the ex-company of the SRC MD.
Since I only first played netball a few weeks ago, never have I expected to be involved with a game in such a short time, and especially not with an ankle like this...
No doubt, the saying of the strong netball team (and thus my fear of letting them down). The opponent team was very strong as well, well built skills and strength, I had a phobia of being knocked over by them! And indeed, I fell down again, this time just minor scratches, thankfully. An exciting game it was, a close one, but we won! =)
The hospitality given was great, we were served 'sata', a local delicacy. It was a great pity that we did not go for the famous stuffed crab, but we were treated well to a Thai cuisine ;)
Resided in a hotel at Kuantan. The hotel room was rather spacious and comfortable, and the breakfast provided, rather good :)
I guess the only cons of the trip was that the distance was much longer, spending almost half a day for each trip. And the few obstacles of bus brakes problem and landslide detour, the marathon movie watching time (3 movies continuously!) covered it. :P
I bet junsu would love these~!!
And of course, the great sportsmanship, teamwork and friendship :D
And the purpose of the trip, for friendly games of netball, volleyball and soccer with Huntsman Tioxide, the ex-company of the SRC MD.
Since I only first played netball a few weeks ago, never have I expected to be involved with a game in such a short time, and especially not with an ankle like this...
No doubt, the saying of the strong netball team (and thus my fear of letting them down). The opponent team was very strong as well, well built skills and strength, I had a phobia of being knocked over by them! And indeed, I fell down again, this time just minor scratches, thankfully. An exciting game it was, a close one, but we won! =)
The hospitality given was great, we were served 'sata', a local delicacy. It was a great pity that we did not go for the famous stuffed crab, but we were treated well to a Thai cuisine ;)
Resided in a hotel at Kuantan. The hotel room was rather spacious and comfortable, and the breakfast provided, rather good :)
I guess the only cons of the trip was that the distance was much longer, spending almost half a day for each trip. And the few obstacles of bus brakes problem and landslide detour, the marathon movie watching time (3 movies continuously!) covered it. :P
I bet junsu would love these~!!
And of course, the great sportsmanship, teamwork and friendship :D
Monday, November 09, 2009
tear me down
Sien sien sien... AAAaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA~!!!
Where is the solution??! Or is there EVEN a solution??!!!
Where is the solution??! Or is there EVEN a solution??!!!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
By the seaside
For 7 weeks now...
That I have been in Port Dickson, on my own.
That I have been living a life in a small town.
That I have been traveling to and fro this place and KL almost every week.
That I have been under the sun cycling and within the chemical smell breathing.
That I am on FB only during the weekends...
That I am sleeping on average 7 hours a day!
Guess I'm getting used to this lifestyle, although having no internet access can be pretty boring initially and sometimes now.
But it's also the balanced lifestyle that I have now that's letting me enjoy my training. Not only the amount of sleep, also the sports (which is the only thing we can do in PD after work!), starting with badminton, then netball, and now volleyball~!!
Though I play pretty badly still... at least I'm moving my arms and legs around :P
And the cons...
Missing out events going on at my own place.
Missing family and the people...
Missing my previous crazy self.
But for a good working environment and supervisor, I guess the sacrifice is worth it after all.
Not to say we are still strangers to the environment soemtimes, and vice versa, but people still 'take care' of us...
Anyhow we are those in Orange hats.
:P
That I have been in Port Dickson, on my own.
That I have been living a life in a small town.
That I have been traveling to and fro this place and KL almost every week.
That I have been under the sun cycling and within the chemical smell breathing.
That I am on FB only during the weekends...
That I am sleeping on average 7 hours a day!
Guess I'm getting used to this lifestyle, although having no internet access can be pretty boring initially and sometimes now.
But it's also the balanced lifestyle that I have now that's letting me enjoy my training. Not only the amount of sleep, also the sports (which is the only thing we can do in PD after work!), starting with badminton, then netball, and now volleyball~!!
Though I play pretty badly still... at least I'm moving my arms and legs around :P
And the cons...
Missing out events going on at my own place.
Missing family and the people...
Missing my previous crazy self.
But for a good working environment and supervisor, I guess the sacrifice is worth it after all.
Not to say we are still strangers to the environment soemtimes, and vice versa, but people still 'take care' of us...
Anyhow we are those in Orange hats.
:P
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
What luck
Not again...
A game of netball that I’m pretty terrible in, a slip and a red stream of liquid flowing down from my knee.
A next game of volleyball that I’m still not familiar with, and ball flying into my face.
The first thing I was concerned with was my specs. How materialistic…
Seriously have a lot of trouble controlling my limbs. Seriously trying to overcome it.
Yet rather like I’m making a fool of myself…
A game of netball that I’m pretty terrible in, a slip and a red stream of liquid flowing down from my knee.
A next game of volleyball that I’m still not familiar with, and ball flying into my face.
The first thing I was concerned with was my specs. How materialistic…
Seriously have a lot of trouble controlling my limbs. Seriously trying to overcome it.
Yet rather like I’m making a fool of myself…
Monday, October 05, 2009
It was Mid-autumn... and LCW!!
What’s pleasant about this mid-autumn festival, is we had seafood at Klang ^^
What’s even more exciting about it, is we had the dinner with Dato’ Lee Chong Wei!!
Alright, he was only sitting at the table next to ours. A nice view of him and his siblings’ family from my seat. And a good peek of the lady next to him… haha, the reason for the latest news of his love life, perhaps? *Judging from her fairness, she might be a mainland Chinese :P *
It’s a pity we did not get to go fanatic, and ask for a photo with him. I feel I’m unexpectedly calm when seeing him, unlike the sisters…wakakaka…
Not a good sign for my paparazzi business though…
What’s even more exciting about it, is we had the dinner with Dato’ Lee Chong Wei!!
Alright, he was only sitting at the table next to ours. A nice view of him and his siblings’ family from my seat. And a good peek of the lady next to him… haha, the reason for the latest news of his love life, perhaps? *Judging from her fairness, she might be a mainland Chinese :P *
It’s a pity we did not get to go fanatic, and ask for a photo with him. I feel I’m unexpectedly calm when seeing him, unlike the sisters…wakakaka…
Not a good sign for my paparazzi business though…
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Goodbye
Another goodbye, a tearful one.
Bye bye to the beloved camera… whether you are so valuable to be stolen or that you miss me too much that you have gone missing while looking for me at PD…
Goodbye to the companions as well. There goes the two memory cards with memories of the cousin’s wedding and the enjoyable videos and pics of the cute cute You You which I haven’t even get to enjoy or show off…
Goodbye to the two battery partners that have saved my camera from being unused in times of need…
Goodbye to the joy and memories that you all have given me…
When will the next set come, heaven knows…
I will miss you, Ixus Canon.
Bye bye to the beloved camera… whether you are so valuable to be stolen or that you miss me too much that you have gone missing while looking for me at PD…
Goodbye to the companions as well. There goes the two memory cards with memories of the cousin’s wedding and the enjoyable videos and pics of the cute cute You You which I haven’t even get to enjoy or show off…
Goodbye to the two battery partners that have saved my camera from being unused in times of need…
Goodbye to the joy and memories that you all have given me…
When will the next set come, heaven knows…
I will miss you, Ixus Canon.
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