A wild idea for a sudden rush back to kay-elle to attend the Awards Day.
That would be fine if I had a car or I had known of the majority attending the event EARLIER.
Disappointment, again.
Yet how impossible for the condition I am in now. And the fact that my boss is so busy now, and I haven't been productive enough lately. I guess I shouldn’t leave even if I could.
Gotta keep my sane.
Giving it up all over again. Hates it.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Live Life
It was just the day before when I had a discussion (or rather a questioning...) with a senior who is a pro in electricity, talking mainly about safety of electricity, the basic of all which the details you would never think you never knew of. What a lot of enlightenment...haha~
And then the next day, there was a live presentation of it! A power failure occurred at the T Music Festival concert, which could have been caused by short circuit or overloading to the power system, and BAMM! The stadium went in almost complete darkness. We could actually see flames and smoke emerging from one end of the stage! And damn... it reminded me of Final Destination...hahaha...
Such an unfortunate incident, but which reflected the nonprofessional-ism of the organizer. Firstly, the size and model of the stage was quite incompatible for the price of the tickets paid. Now the occurrence of this incident showed they are cutting down cost for electrical equipment.
And taking people's safety for granted. Especially the fact that there were so many people in and around the shed where the fire was. We were lucky it was just a small one… what if something enormously exploded?? Omg...
Life is just unpredictable. Having gone through a rather dull period of time for the past few months, I guess I had better make use of the months I have now for internship.
While trying to open up for new options, it’s rather amazing how certain people pass by and enlighten the mind, to give advice, to give courage.
From the smallest yet heartiest smile, to the most complicated phrases. Sometimes it isn’t clear what you are expected of, but it is might just be enough to let you know that you are not alone.
Sleeping almost as enough as possible, picking up badminton again (trying to…), a must to revive my terrible singing and guitar-ing skills.
And what else but to live as a normal youngster. Work hard for as well as enjoy life.
The fate that you have, is in the hands of your Karma.
The future that you intent, is in the hands of you past and yourself, now and then, which would generate more Karma.
And then the next day, there was a live presentation of it! A power failure occurred at the T Music Festival concert, which could have been caused by short circuit or overloading to the power system, and BAMM! The stadium went in almost complete darkness. We could actually see flames and smoke emerging from one end of the stage! And damn... it reminded me of Final Destination...hahaha...
Such an unfortunate incident, but which reflected the nonprofessional-ism of the organizer. Firstly, the size and model of the stage was quite incompatible for the price of the tickets paid. Now the occurrence of this incident showed they are cutting down cost for electrical equipment.
And taking people's safety for granted. Especially the fact that there were so many people in and around the shed where the fire was. We were lucky it was just a small one… what if something enormously exploded?? Omg...
Life is just unpredictable. Having gone through a rather dull period of time for the past few months, I guess I had better make use of the months I have now for internship.
While trying to open up for new options, it’s rather amazing how certain people pass by and enlighten the mind, to give advice, to give courage.
From the smallest yet heartiest smile, to the most complicated phrases. Sometimes it isn’t clear what you are expected of, but it is might just be enough to let you know that you are not alone.
Sleeping almost as enough as possible, picking up badminton again (trying to…), a must to revive my terrible singing and guitar-ing skills.
And what else but to live as a normal youngster. Work hard for as well as enjoy life.
The fate that you have, is in the hands of your Karma.
The future that you intent, is in the hands of you past and yourself, now and then, which would generate more Karma.
Friday, September 11, 2009
down
So much more unknown, so much more unsaid.
Understanding that it does not always work out the way you want even though you have put the best of effort in it.
But accepting it is another huge issue.
And having worked hard to achieve what I aimed to, is this what I have intended for? Is it what I’m expected for?
Why do I keep seeing myself getting tensed over the smallest issue?
Why can’t I be normal and get things easy?
Why can’t I give myself a break and make the monkey brain rest for some time?
Why can’t I put a full stop to the past and start from the beginning again?
Or can I ever?
I wanna go on, continue life with a new self.
But the past keeps resisting me.
Help...
Understanding that it does not always work out the way you want even though you have put the best of effort in it.
But accepting it is another huge issue.
And having worked hard to achieve what I aimed to, is this what I have intended for? Is it what I’m expected for?
Why do I keep seeing myself getting tensed over the smallest issue?
Why can’t I be normal and get things easy?
Why can’t I give myself a break and make the monkey brain rest for some time?
Why can’t I put a full stop to the past and start from the beginning again?
Or can I ever?
I wanna go on, continue life with a new self.
But the past keeps resisting me.
Help...
Sunday, September 06, 2009
对不起
知道自己的种种问题，造成了很多问题。
终于鼓起勇气，把话说出来，虽然似乎是很不适当的场合。
感谢大家给我的意见，我一直以来需要的东西。
我会试着改过。
我为我自己，真诚的道歉。
Sorry， 미안 합니다.
终于鼓起勇气，把话说出来，虽然似乎是很不适当的场合。
感谢大家给我的意见，我一直以来需要的东西。
我会试着改过。
我为我自己，真诚的道歉。
Sorry， 미안 합니다.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Internship
It´s supposed to be the first day of my internship, and yet I am sitting here surfing the net. Uh well... an error in some arrangement and thus the off/day for the three new interns! Haha...
Everything else is fine except the fact that there´s no internet excess at the lodging place. But somehow Astro is well accompanying me... I guess? Shall I get used to the couch/potato lifestyle??
A change of pace in life... Expecting myself to be enriched mentally... as well as physically. Talking about putting on weight... =.=||
Anyway... all the best to every Co-opers and short-semers~ ^^
Everything else is fine except the fact that there´s no internet excess at the lodging place. But somehow Astro is well accompanying me... I guess? Shall I get used to the couch/potato lifestyle??
A change of pace in life... Expecting myself to be enriched mentally... as well as physically. Talking about putting on weight... =.=||
Anyway... all the best to every Co-opers and short-semers~ ^^
Monday, August 10, 2009
Sunday, August 09, 2009
puppy craze
Have been coming across puppies and cute doggies recently...
Changmin's mini doggie, Mandoongi!!
How it could look so adorable... so cute that it seems so fake :P
And the dear Xiah-ki, Junsu's dog, having puppies now!!
The puppies are soooo fluffy!! Looking exactly like Xiah-ki (as well as Junsu~)
Walked pass a pet shop and noticed the lil puppies... as cute.
And how I used to stand for half an hour and watch the dogs play...
At the mechanic's today, a puppy, though dirty and maybe not-so-healthy, looks adorable and seriously need more fun and stuff when it was playing with only some newspaper... Poor little thing~
A puppy, something I have longed for, yet it's still an objection by mom & dad.
So much so that I will love it, it's another source of attachment, and the suffering created when the day comes to part from it...
Changmin's mini doggie, Mandoongi!!
How it could look so adorable... so cute that it seems so fake :P
And the dear Xiah-ki, Junsu's dog, having puppies now!!
The puppies are soooo fluffy!! Looking exactly like Xiah-ki (as well as Junsu~)
Walked pass a pet shop and noticed the lil puppies... as cute.
And how I used to stand for half an hour and watch the dogs play...
At the mechanic's today, a puppy, though dirty and maybe not-so-healthy, looks adorable and seriously need more fun and stuff when it was playing with only some newspaper... Poor little thing~
A puppy, something I have longed for, yet it's still an objection by mom & dad.
So much so that I will love it, it's another source of attachment, and the suffering created when the day comes to part from it...
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Super Band!
迷迷糊糊去看了一场演唱会，纵贯线。
这四代同堂的组合挺有趣的，各有风格。
才发现阿岳很孝顺，每一首歌都有爸爸妈妈；
李宗盛的歌都很熟悉 （吉他也都很漂亮 ^^ );
罗大佑的风格很特别，像个神。。。；
而我还是很喜欢周华健的歌。。。嘻嘻~
演出是不错，可惜音响很差，灯光太刺眼。。。
看了演出，又唤起了那想搞band的梦想。
很可笑吧？还有那些目标。。。多么遥远的梦想啊~
只怪自己不中用，几年了还是原地踏步。。。
盼望未来那四个月，多多努力，希望有些进展。
最近是对acapella上瘾了。听一首歌可以听好几回不会腻。（虽然自己唱着难听啦~）
还和朋友玩的很开心 ：P （感谢你邀我哦~ XD )
继续努力哦~ AZA! Hwaiting~!!
这四代同堂的组合挺有趣的，各有风格。
才发现阿岳很孝顺，每一首歌都有爸爸妈妈；
李宗盛的歌都很熟悉 （吉他也都很漂亮 ^^ );
罗大佑的风格很特别，像个神。。。；
而我还是很喜欢周华健的歌。。。嘻嘻~
演出是不错，可惜音响很差，灯光太刺眼。。。
看了演出，又唤起了那想搞band的梦想。
很可笑吧？还有那些目标。。。多么遥远的梦想啊~
只怪自己不中用，几年了还是原地踏步。。。
盼望未来那四个月，多多努力，希望有些进展。
最近是对acapella上瘾了。听一首歌可以听好几回不会腻。（虽然自己唱着难听啦~）
还和朋友玩的很开心 ：P （感谢你邀我哦~ XD )
继续努力哦~ AZA! Hwaiting~!!
Friday, July 24, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Option
It's the time of the life again, just like one last year.
Considering the fact that I do not need to go through as much trouble to get an internship job, while others might be on the verge of not getting one... it's somehow another different situation at my position.
Unsatisfactory of humans. Yet the fear of losing a good opportunity now or then... all over me. The fear of regret.
The toughest of all is to make the choice. And not regret over it.
The choice that would probably bring me back to my original plan.
Hope this is right. I'm very anxious, I'm afraid...
All messed up.
Yet I don't really have to be, It's just that I'm afraid to take the step forward.
And now, I must.
Any way has it's own conclusions... I persuade myself not to think too much.
And apologies to those whom I had hoped to assist... I'm very sorry, if my decision later is not in favor of you...
Considering the fact that I do not need to go through as much trouble to get an internship job, while others might be on the verge of not getting one... it's somehow another different situation at my position.
Unsatisfactory of humans. Yet the fear of losing a good opportunity now or then... all over me. The fear of regret.
The toughest of all is to make the choice. And not regret over it.
The choice that would probably bring me back to my original plan.
Hope this is right. I'm very anxious, I'm afraid...
All messed up.
Yet I don't really have to be, It's just that I'm afraid to take the step forward.
And now, I must.
Any way has it's own conclusions... I persuade myself not to think too much.
And apologies to those whom I had hoped to assist... I'm very sorry, if my decision later is not in favor of you...
Monday, July 13, 2009
Extreme
Grandma has been in town for one and a half weeks now. A good cause, not for a good reason though. Had some problems with the heart, and had just went through an operation. But the fact that the surgery took place before I realised it was already over! Hah.. I'm really lagging in knowing the modern medical world.
And therefore we've been having visitors.. relatives coming from north and south. And how dreadful it is having not able to spend time with them, thanks to the loads of work.
Had expected to meet this situation, especially now with 3 projects at hand and the endless assignments and studyings... the fact that I had cut out the TV time completely and sacrificing my sleep.
Hah... It feels terrible. To struggle to keep my eyes open and my brain awake and watch out on my steps to make sure I don't fall down anytime...
It's worse off when people expect 200% from you and yet you are witnessing them contributing only about 20%.
Much much worse when people think it's the other way round.
At this moment, I'd say, life sucks.
And therefore we've been having visitors.. relatives coming from north and south. And how dreadful it is having not able to spend time with them, thanks to the loads of work.
Had expected to meet this situation, especially now with 3 projects at hand and the endless assignments and studyings... the fact that I had cut out the TV time completely and sacrificing my sleep.
Hah... It feels terrible. To struggle to keep my eyes open and my brain awake and watch out on my steps to make sure I don't fall down anytime...
It's worse off when people expect 200% from you and yet you are witnessing them contributing only about 20%.
Much much worse when people think it's the other way round.
At this moment, I'd say, life sucks.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Non-Stop
当自己要崩溃了。
真的很想大喊大骂大哭。。。只为了发泄。
几度红了眼眶，只能告诉自己，要撑着，坚持多一点，反正都已经到了这个地步了，没得回头了。
说坚持，我真的能吗？很害怕哪一天真的倒下了，会怎么样呢？
要说好好安排时间，并不是做不到，只是时间真的不够用。报效了娱乐的时间，睡眠时间也更加短了。这几个星期，都是精神紧绷，几乎没有一天是能够真正放松心情，好好休息的。
这一切，是他们所看不到的。口口声声说，了解我的情况，可是，是否有曾经体谅过我的处境？非得要这样逼我吗？
对于那些光说不做的人，超反感的。偏偏现在遇到了几个版本的这类人物。看到你们逍遥的那副模样我就上火了。
我不介意多做一些，我也不是计较工作份量是否平分，可是难道在我已经忙得不可开交的时候，你不能分担一点吗？
也许吧，就在这种情况下才看得清一个人的面目。
为什么总是要我收拾烂摊子？很厌倦了。。。现在呢，难道连你们之间的事，也要我来解决？？你们三人的感情如何，我想我明白；我更清楚自己的地位，我没有必要去理会，反正 你 也不当我一回事。我想知道的，没有说，就算了。这种麻烦事儿，却像往我的口袋里塞。要命阿~ 我不想插手，解铃还需系铃人，让 你 去解决吧。。
真的很想大喊大骂大哭。。。只为了发泄。
几度红了眼眶，只能告诉自己，要撑着，坚持多一点，反正都已经到了这个地步了，没得回头了。
说坚持，我真的能吗？很害怕哪一天真的倒下了，会怎么样呢？
要说好好安排时间，并不是做不到，只是时间真的不够用。报效了娱乐的时间，睡眠时间也更加短了。这几个星期，都是精神紧绷，几乎没有一天是能够真正放松心情，好好休息的。
这一切，是他们所看不到的。口口声声说，了解我的情况，可是，是否有曾经体谅过我的处境？非得要这样逼我吗？
对于那些光说不做的人，超反感的。偏偏现在遇到了几个版本的这类人物。看到你们逍遥的那副模样我就上火了。
我不介意多做一些，我也不是计较工作份量是否平分，可是难道在我已经忙得不可开交的时候，你不能分担一点吗？
也许吧，就在这种情况下才看得清一个人的面目。
为什么总是要我收拾烂摊子？很厌倦了。。。现在呢，难道连你们之间的事，也要我来解决？？你们三人的感情如何，我想我明白；我更清楚自己的地位，我没有必要去理会，反正 你 也不当我一回事。我想知道的，没有说，就算了。这种麻烦事儿，却像往我的口袋里塞。要命阿~ 我不想插手，解铃还需系铃人，让 你 去解决吧。。
Monday, June 29, 2009
TERRIBLE!!!
So much so that I try to accept you as a normal person...
yet each time I do, I get VERY disappointed.
Can't believe how TERRIBLY SELFISH you are!! What is it about? Hiding the truth and only telling it when the harm has been done?? Do you EVER know how much it costs solely because YOU wana get YOUR things done???!!!
And yet you act so INNOCENT over it??!!! I AM terribly PISSED OFF by you!!!!!!
Each time I tell myself not to do the mistake again, each time I did it again.
The fact that I try to accept you.
So stupid of me...
there ARE reasons why people don't wanna get involved with you...
yet each time I do, I get VERY disappointed.
Can't believe how TERRIBLY SELFISH you are!! What is it about? Hiding the truth and only telling it when the harm has been done?? Do you EVER know how much it costs solely because YOU wana get YOUR things done???!!!
And yet you act so INNOCENT over it??!!! I AM terribly PISSED OFF by you!!!!!!
Each time I tell myself not to do the mistake again, each time I did it again.
The fact that I try to accept you.
So stupid of me...
there ARE reasons why people don't wanna get involved with you...
Sunday, June 28, 2009
talk
Somehow I find it hard to just talk now. Or maybe I'm just in one of the strange modes again these days.
I might be arrogant, I might be stubborn or ignorant. Soehow whatever I do or say is just disagreed or disapproved upon by those who are claimed to be much higher leveled.
Yes, I might be wrong sometimes (or everytime). But do I have the chance to speak up and explain my reason for that?
This is the true nature of the society, that I have to accept. Just so fed up and helpless over it...
As well, I wouldn't wana make people give what they are unwilling to.
Sometimes, and many a times, I really envy with the sight of giggling and chatting away. It makes me think, how long ago have I really talked?
I just wish I had someone to talk to.
A nice long talk.
I am alone in the middle of no where.
I might be arrogant, I might be stubborn or ignorant. Soehow whatever I do or say is just disagreed or disapproved upon by those who are claimed to be much higher leveled.
Yes, I might be wrong sometimes (or everytime). But do I have the chance to speak up and explain my reason for that?
This is the true nature of the society, that I have to accept. Just so fed up and helpless over it...
As well, I wouldn't wana make people give what they are unwilling to.
Sometimes, and many a times, I really envy with the sight of giggling and chatting away. It makes me think, how long ago have I really talked?
I just wish I had someone to talk to.
A nice long talk.
I am alone in the middle of no where.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Tribute
The least expected that appeared on my screen after the lab session. That Micheal Jackson has passed away. Though not exactly a fan, I can't be not influenced by his talent and by his hufe influence aroudn the world. A talent, a superstar that we have lost.
And then there are those thousands of tributes paid to him upon his death.
Tributes? Which might come just too late. Which are only done at just this time.
What has he been treated as years when he was still alive?
Anything and everything to create his hardship in life besides his health problem that he has to face?
Ridiculous...
For all your contributions and achievements, I salute you.
May you be reborn in a higher state.
Sadhu sadhu sadhu...
~Treasure what you have now. Don't mourn over it only when it is too late.~
And then there are those thousands of tributes paid to him upon his death.
Tributes? Which might come just too late. Which are only done at just this time.
What has he been treated as years when he was still alive?
Anything and everything to create his hardship in life besides his health problem that he has to face?
Ridiculous...
For all your contributions and achievements, I salute you.
May you be reborn in a higher state.
Sadhu sadhu sadhu...
~Treasure what you have now. Don't mourn over it only when it is too late.~
Sunday, June 07, 2009
not again...
Too common a scene...
... of my dresser~
That means I got myself in trouble again... boo~
Hah.. I'm ok.
... of my dresser~
That means I got myself in trouble again... boo~
Hah.. I'm ok.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Fish
There is a fish pond so you buy fish food to go feed.
~Tiffany Theorem~ =)
Did you mention there was fish there?
Wahahahahaahahhahahahaaa...
Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING CHUNNIE!!!
생일 촉하해!!! MuaxxxMuaxxxx~~ ^^
~Tiffany Theorem~ =)
Did you mention there was fish there?
Wahahahahaahahhahahahaaa...
Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING CHUNNIE!!!
생일 촉하해!!! MuaxxxMuaxxxx~~ ^^
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Christien New
Just realised the guest speaker at the Co-op briefing was really a celebrity. The Beck of the Malaysian version of Posh-&-Beck!! *I could have rush over and haunt him for autograph... Have been losing my paparazzi sense lately...* I'd had known if his charming wife was there though ^^
Definitely the talk was a lot more lively than last time. Though Christien had a touch of humor, he is strict in his own way. The fact that he made all the latecomers join in the talk by a walk across the stage! And a handful of applauses~~!! No regrets for a 3-hour sit. Haha!
---
Honey, so glad that you are moving on with a positive mind. So lucky that you are still studying here, which I believe there are other ex-schoolmates and known people around. *Oh I feel lonely :( *
So glad that you are still with me. ^^
Gambateh!! It's a tough winding road ahead, but let it be one with colors. :)
Definitely the talk was a lot more lively than last time. Though Christien had a touch of humor, he is strict in his own way. The fact that he made all the latecomers join in the talk by a walk across the stage! And a handful of applauses~~!! No regrets for a 3-hour sit. Haha!
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Honey, so glad that you are moving on with a positive mind. So lucky that you are still studying here, which I believe there are other ex-schoolmates and known people around. *Oh I feel lonely :( *
So glad that you are still with me. ^^
Gambateh!! It's a tough winding road ahead, but let it be one with colors. :)
Friday, May 29, 2009
helpless
How bad, to almost forgetting the marked schedule of the AGM. Ending up disrupting a movie plan and ffk-ing the crazy guy... sorry pal. :(
And how surprising, how shocked.
Never have I expected ending up in the committee itself. And obviously some people are not happy with the results. but not that I can help it. Why why why did I get chosen? I cannot reject the post, of course; it would definitely determine my future days in the university, and after. I don't know if I should decide to want it or not, not that I have a choice. No, there is the willingness to serve for the student chapter, but this adds the worry and side effects. The fact that transport and time are critical. The thousands of unsolved unhelped problems surfaced... I'm all messed up, all anxious, all scared.
左右为难，怎么办？
I will try my best. Please forgive me.
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Helpless. Very.
I don't know how and why it started, but didn't expect it to come this far. Yes, it's too much, to the extend that it is adding to the stress I have already received.
I'd rather not have it, but for the sake of friends, I can sing along sometimes. Patience, ignorance. But now it's getting too over, or at least, I'm not in the favor of it.
Things are just simple. Friends are friends, all the same. Why should things be so complicated? I do hope it would not affect my life negatively. Especially after the fact that I have to face the faces, at campus, at home. At least, I wish there are little moments in the everyday life when I can revise and smile in the midst of rush hours or during work or reflect on before end a hectic day.
Please, let things return to normal.
And how surprising, how shocked.
Never have I expected ending up in the committee itself. And obviously some people are not happy with the results. but not that I can help it. Why why why did I get chosen? I cannot reject the post, of course; it would definitely determine my future days in the university, and after. I don't know if I should decide to want it or not, not that I have a choice. No, there is the willingness to serve for the student chapter, but this adds the worry and side effects. The fact that transport and time are critical. The thousands of unsolved unhelped problems surfaced... I'm all messed up, all anxious, all scared.
左右为难，怎么办？
I will try my best. Please forgive me.
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Helpless. Very.
I don't know how and why it started, but didn't expect it to come this far. Yes, it's too much, to the extend that it is adding to the stress I have already received.
I'd rather not have it, but for the sake of friends, I can sing along sometimes. Patience, ignorance. But now it's getting too over, or at least, I'm not in the favor of it.
Things are just simple. Friends are friends, all the same. Why should things be so complicated? I do hope it would not affect my life negatively. Especially after the fact that I have to face the faces, at campus, at home. At least, I wish there are little moments in the everyday life when I can revise and smile in the midst of rush hours or during work or reflect on before end a hectic day.
Please, let things return to normal.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
三个星期
开学以来，
第一个星期，很闷，在家很显，要出门又没事做。
第二个星期，又开始打篮球啦，有一年没碰的篮球，有几年没比的赛。手脚很硬，没力，手软。
~丽云啊，我们的约会还在泡汤啊~
还有啊，又跌跌扭扭了几会，很衰。
有事儿做啦，心情总是紧绷着，有得拼命用手挥着。。。手更要断了~~
第三个星期，使该认真了该读书了。却好像也很废的过去了。然后又去唱k了，三个星期内唱了三次，没有酱geng，不过是我的纪录。哈~
就知道有个人会把很多工作往身上扛，所以自己也去鸡婆了。
更爱玩相机和捉弄人了。新的style，被视穿了,哈哈~
累了，也疯狂了。
疯狂得上课也在笑啊笑。还被老师blacklist了吧~
自己变了。也许不是变坏了，原来的我就是这样。只是变得更放肆了。就是不好啦。但就是对于书的朋友才会说的话。这样呢，到底是好事吗？
对于一些人，很抱歉，我没有资格。我也没想到会到这种地步。
不是故意忽略你，反正是左右为难，那不如让自己过得开心一点点。
很多事情，不知道的也终于确认了，反而让我不知说出的话是真是假。
而我，还是那么差劲，该说的还是说不出口。
结果，自己也是没两样。
该知道的，不该知道的；是真心的，还是故意说给我听的。
最讨厌的prejudice。好累。
想吐苦水，没落脚之处。更累。
认真点吧。再不自救就没办法了。
第一个星期，很闷，在家很显，要出门又没事做。
第二个星期，又开始打篮球啦，有一年没碰的篮球，有几年没比的赛。手脚很硬，没力，手软。
~丽云啊，我们的约会还在泡汤啊~
还有啊，又跌跌扭扭了几会，很衰。
有事儿做啦，心情总是紧绷着，有得拼命用手挥着。。。手更要断了~~
第三个星期，使该认真了该读书了。却好像也很废的过去了。然后又去唱k了，三个星期内唱了三次，没有酱geng，不过是我的纪录。哈~
就知道有个人会把很多工作往身上扛，所以自己也去鸡婆了。
更爱玩相机和捉弄人了。新的style，被视穿了,哈哈~
累了，也疯狂了。
疯狂得上课也在笑啊笑。还被老师blacklist了吧~
自己变了。也许不是变坏了，原来的我就是这样。只是变得更放肆了。就是不好啦。但就是对于书的朋友才会说的话。这样呢，到底是好事吗？
对于一些人，很抱歉，我没有资格。我也没想到会到这种地步。
不是故意忽略你，反正是左右为难，那不如让自己过得开心一点点。
很多事情，不知道的也终于确认了，反而让我不知说出的话是真是假。
而我，还是那么差劲，该说的还是说不出口。
结果，自己也是没两样。
该知道的，不该知道的；是真心的，还是故意说给我听的。
最讨厌的prejudice。好累。
想吐苦水，没落脚之处。更累。
认真点吧。再不自救就没办法了。
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