of the book and the cover

When what's said and what's done are two issues. When you trust and need to distrust them. It hurts. When you know you are the one being deprioritized. Yet you still prioritize them somehow. When you find that you are totally abandoned by the world... When you know you've gotta make you own stand. But you realize you need to avoid being stepped on, or the the grounds being shaken. People. Sometimes I might have a phobia of knowing them too much. That it will affect the good relationship. That I will find it hard to face them. 日久见人心。

*peek*

Something triggered me. I'm back here. After more than a year. Weeeee~~~