Saturday, August 30, 2008

我...

还撑得下去吗?

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

fly away~

I wanna be this way forever...

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Hahaha... along with my beloved guitar~

Friday, August 22, 2008

about the...

Time flies too fast. A semester over again. Seemed a quick one, but considered the most eventful of the days in university so far.

First, there was the Greeniz camp which made me skip a week's classes as well as my cousin's wedding. That contributed to my tough time catching up with the syllabuses, but no regrets for the wonderful experience and people that I met. =)

The Kuanmootuan annual dinner was immediately after that, which (unfortunately) helps me confirm that no matter how I tried, that I just cannot click with that group of people. Oh well, it's fated...

Back in school, it could have been the most headache semester ever. Shall I say, were we a bit too free, or we were helpless to do anything? Anyway, I am glad I did not make the wrong choice by joining this group instead of believing that I REALLY could work with *that person* (Yup, who has already gotten me half crazy over the semester~)!

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The EMI Project "Pick & Place Robot".

The friends who contributed the successes, the failures, the excitements, the assistances... The old friends, to find out the real them, to discover who I really am. The new acquaintances, to find out how nice (or not) people can be, and to know how much more that I lack. Those who have directly and indirectly helped me regain my energy and the dreams who were thought impossible.

The dearest ones who have supported me and endured ME.
Whom I wana spend as much time as possible with.

To all who have crossed my path of life,
고맙습니다.
사랑함니다! ^^

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

不敢当,不想当

最近,自己好像变了。也许只是自己想要改变自己。

像改掉这幅所谓‘女强人’的形相。
这也是别人说的。
自己不敢当,因为我知道我的水准真的并不那么好。

女强人的印象呢,就是很厉害啦,很认真啦,很努力很用功啦。。。
就凭以上三点,我都差很多。
我简直是懒虫一个!而且一点脑袋也没有~

常在想我的样子是不是让人觉得很恐怖,很吓人(就像外星人一样)。
发觉到身边的一些(或很多)朋友有点‘怕’我。
都不敢和我哈啦,开玩笑,怕随时会惹我生气。
偏偏我就不是个很正经又很爱玩的人。
所以听到朋友说这种客气的话,有时候还蛮难受的。。。

这是个现实的社会。身边的人肯定会有为了利益而接近你的人。
我不会计较多多,要是能帮忙的,我就帮。
但是,很火的是,一些人不定时还东西啦,害得我一身的麻烦。

说那么多,其实自己真的没多么好。只是想过的平凡一些。

Sunday, August 03, 2008

University life

To add on to the previous post, here is the photo of the group I have spent the almost 4 months banging the heads with :P

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I just noticed we are of a variety of sizes... hahaha~
Thanks to MinHow for the photo~

Joined an ice-breaking event by CCS yesterday with the coursemates.It was just 'okay la..', the usual games we always had since primary school. Probably just my expectations being too high and expecting something much more special.

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The future engineers gathered [oops... missed Chin Yee out. Paiseh~]
Credits to Esther for the photo :)

Almost ending my second year or program and looking back, I realize that life in university hasn't been as I had expected. Probably because of me, my situation and my surrounding, there just seem to be a lack of more significant or experiencing or fun events. Anyway, I say I regret for not taking more of my time out since I'll be entering the busier part of the program next year.

Hope to find back the lost time~

Friday, August 01, 2008

The battle continues...

FINALLY the day I've been waiting for... the end of EMI project!!
It's NOT fantastic to look back how I survived the days... it didn't seem as hectic as Eng. Design project, it did got us on our toes trying to figure out what we (or at least I) really have any exposure or talent or even interest in.

How insane the semester was. With the times when I could only stare and couldn't do anything. The times that things just don't work out. The times that I have to sacrifice... for something, or nothing. The times when things are still undone and yet seeing people flying off. The helpless times.

But we pulled through, with the obstacles and detours and heavily lagging of schedules. I'd say, probably it wasn't the best team I have worked with, but for such a tough project (for our level), it could have been the best. And of course, it wouldn't have been ours if not for the team leader [Yup, a thousand thank yous for your effort!!] A lot of thank yous to the team members, who have given what they have. And tons of apologies for my wrong-doings and mistakes that lagged everything else...

It's a huge relief that this is over, but coming up, the tight schedule of assignments and tests and final examination. Yet in two weeks, I will be shaking my legs at home :P No trip to Genting for the MAA :( but next Friday is the big day! Opening of Beijing Olympics 2008!!
* anxiously waiting for Changmin's performance... if it turn out tru ;) *

Kasahamnida everyone, and FIGHTING!!