Bye Bye

A wild idea for a sudden rush back to kay-elle to attend the Awards Day.

That would be fine if I had a car or I had known of the majority attending the event EARLIER.



Disappointment, again.


Yet how impossible for the condition I am in now. And the fact that my boss is so busy now, and I haven't been productive enough lately. I guess I shouldn’t leave even if I could.
Gotta keep my sane.


Giving it up all over again. Hates it.

Live Life

It was just the day before when I had a discussion (or rather a questioning...) with a senior who is a pro in electricity, talking mainly about safety of electricity, the basic of all which the details you would never think you never knew of. What a lot of enlightenment...haha~

And then the next day, there was a live presentation of it! A power failure occurred at the T Music Festival concert, which could have been caused by short circuit or overloading to the power system, and BAMM! The stadium went in almost complete darkness. We could actually see flames and smoke emerging from one end of the stage! And damn... it reminded me of Final Destination...hahaha...

Such an unfortunate incident, but which reflected the nonprofessional-ism of the organizer. Firstly, the size and model of the stage was quite incompatible for the price of the tickets paid. Now the occurrence of this incident showed they are cutting down cost for electrical equipment.
And taking people's safety for granted. Especially the fact that there were so many people in and around the shed where the fire was. We were lucky it was just a small one… what if something enormously exploded?? Omg...

Life is just unpredictable. Having gone through a rather dull period of time for the past few months, I guess I had better make use of the months I have now for internship.
While trying to open up for new options, it’s rather amazing how certain people pass by and enlighten the mind, to give advice, to give courage.
From the smallest yet heartiest smile, to the most complicated phrases. Sometimes it isn’t clear what you are expected of, but it is might just be enough to let you know that you are not alone.
Sleeping almost as enough as possible, picking up badminton again (trying to…), a must to revive my terrible singing and guitar-ing skills.
And what else but to live as a normal youngster. Work hard for as well as enjoy life.

The fate that you have, is in the hands of your Karma.
The future that you intent, is in the hands of you past and yourself, now and then, which would generate more Karma.

down

So much more unknown, so much more unsaid.

Understanding that it does not always work out the way you want even though you have put the best of effort in it.
But accepting it is another huge issue.

And having worked hard to achieve what I aimed to, is this what I have intended for? Is it what I’m expected for?
Why do I keep seeing myself getting tensed over the smallest issue?
Why can’t I be normal and get things easy?
Why can’t I give myself a break and make the monkey brain rest for some time?
Why can’t I put a full stop to the past and start from the beginning again?
Or can I ever?

I wanna go on, continue life with a new self.
But the past keeps resisting me.

Help...

对不起

知道自己的种种问题，造成了很多问题。

终于鼓起勇气，把话说出来，虽然似乎是很不适当的场合。
感谢大家给我的意见，我一直以来需要的东西。
我会试着改过。

我为我自己，真诚的道歉。
Sorry， 미안 합니다.

Internship

It´s supposed to be the first day of my internship, and yet I am sitting here surfing the net. Uh well... an error in some arrangement and thus the off/day for the three new interns! Haha...

Everything else is fine except the fact that there´s no internet excess at the lodging place. But somehow Astro is well accompanying me... I guess? Shall I get used to the couch/potato lifestyle??

A change of pace in life... Expecting myself to be enriched mentally... as well as physically. Talking about putting on weight... =.=||

Anyway... all the best to every Co-opers and short-semers~ ^^