Tuesday, October 19, 2010



[Right, since they are so rarely here and significantly my first encounter, I too want a fan account posted :P]


JYJ Showcase Malaysia 2010.

Finally getting to see the boys LIVE!

The last time was seeing them from backstage during TVXQ’s 2nd Asia Tour, when after that I half-lived my life for them (LOL!).

Hoping to see them as a role of audience in the upcoming concert tour, we were disappointed when Malaysia was not included as a stop-over of the tour. Furthermore hopeless it became when the dispute arose between the threesome and their company.

However, our faith paid off well when the new group JYJ scheduled its showcase tour with Malaysia in the list! Things seem to get better as the date was confirmed and the venue was changed to a larger (and more imaginable) premise.


Got the new album of course! =)

Rushing to the venue and reaching just 1 hour before the scheduled time (free seating is a nuisance in this case), saw the queue for the seating area is not as crowded, surprisingly. However, the wait extended long til around 2.30 when two ladies fainted under the OMG SUN… No umbrellas, no water bottles, no food allowed inside, as the organizer was afraid we would throw things to the artist. And Jin was right, we’d rather throw ourselves to them.. LOL!

We happen to be seated with two fans from Japan.. Yes, The Bigeast! They had their Bigeast goodies displayed, which we were strangely excited over xD


Go Bigeast :P

It's Junsu-Jejung-Yuchun!! @@


So what’s the fuss when you get to see them almost anytime through Internet clips?

You’ll get it if you see them... the CHARISMA!! Can’t help giggling, thinking of them in within 100m radius of distance. Though was rather dissatisfied with the size of the stage, when they finally appeared...

OOOOMMMMGGGG!!! SCREAMMMMM!!! (Oh no, I wished for a bigger throat ><)

For a moment we just stared at them as they go with their moves… then continue to SCREAMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!

And the UNBELIEVEABLE feeling is still in me as it was when watching them just 86m away. They are in front of me, of us O.o

Junsu’s voice… *AWWW* Jae’s special moves…OOO… Micky’s charisma @@

Easy to notice, Jae was pretty ‘hot’… the weather added the sweats and reduced his clothes weight :P Situation was rather usual as the two speak Korean and Micky converses in English, and how the crowd would scrrreammm to the duo for popping up some English words ;)

But the translator was pretty annoying, kept walk around and had to be REQUESTED of her translating service (><) Nothing but a vase… The talk cut short is brought many angers of the Cassies indeed... though much possibility is the management's idea, the emcee wasn't communicating the boys to the audience well enough.



We were pretty surprised when the MC popped out the phrase “Before we go, anything to say to the fans?” after merely a 5 minutes talk! And so was Micky, who was shocked by the short time which I guess comparably to other showcases.

I salute the boys for giving their best in everything. Obviously they were exhausted from the tight schedule, but they performed to the very best. Personally enjoyed the Empty Remix the most! *JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP!!*

The showcase was really short-lasting, that we couldn’t believe it was ended. Sitting staring at the stage and missed the scene of the boys leaving the stadium T.T

Couldn’t be stalking them at the press conference after that even though we knew the venue coz someone had to prepare for her exam… we had no transport anyway @@

The worst thing is to lose my glow-stick which slipped off under the seats. A sacrifice to my videos and photos collection…

The best thing, of course, embracing the hearts of Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu :)

And let's hope for the best next year... Always keeping the faith ^^

Monday, October 11, 2010

Path Undefined

A weekend spent wisely?
I don’t know.
All I know is it got me even more lost on planning my future path.

What I want to do and what I should be doing (according to the norms of humans and especially the locals), which are clashing my brain. Dreams that I wish to achieve, yet the ‘mind’ of an engineer-to-be is pulling me back.

Though it’s obvious that in many situations, life is not as ideal as it is in SRC, the so-called work-life balance. Your working life would definitely be a much larger part of your life. Therefore, it is a MUST that I get a job that would serve a passion of my life; an environment where I can slot a part of ‘life’ in willingly.

Availability of choices is tearing me apart.

Whether to stay at my home ground or to take up the challenge in an alien location?
To aim for the technical or to walk the management line?
To further studies now or later?
To specialize in an engineering major or to take the common yet useful MBA?


I know I’m being too desperate. Can’t stop my monkey brain from thinking…
Probably it would be fine if I could have some useful advice (though that’s what’s causing the endless thoughts), especially fine for some career reviews with experience people.

Friday, October 01, 2010

change

When I tell people this, I would expect the reaction “You are so brave!”
It’s not true that I am brave; I have had months of pondering over it. Yet it’s true that I’ve made the decision.
A change could mean something very risky for me, yet I’m taking the step with the purpose of betterment.

Merely one week here. But I guess I can say that, life has been better. At least there’s been some learning, some communicating, some smiles, compared to the previous three weeks.

Sometimes my expectation might be too high, if I were to compare to SRC, but it isn’t bad here.