change

Is something that will certainly take place in anyone, anytime, anywhere.

The Buddhist concept of Impermanence, Anicca. All component things are subject to change.

Normally people change for the better. When you see something not right, you know you need to do something about it. But, it doesn't mean that it will always take one change to get to the right side. Paths and journeys are subjective, you might or might not estimate every individual's effect to a certain change.

Taking the big step to change needs a lot of courage and effort, and it differs a lot to individuals. The resultant of the change also differs according to situations. it doesn't mean you try and you will get. How much is your try? "Try to change" and "will change" is miles far apart, that is also why there are two different terms for them!

So much so, I am also in a trial to change now. Mentally, spiritually. It is just how much effort I have put in so far that I am still here now, while someone else could be having a better life from his/her trial and effort. Courage and effort are essential for the before, during and after.

All the best, people.

the road to be taken

Year ends and year beginnings are often the times when the brain cells are fully (or at least, many times more) utilized. For reviewing, for planning.
Decision making has always been a tougher job for me. Monkey brain, lack of confidence, and of course, laze tumble over me.

It is a wonder how I was brave and 'insane' enough to make a decision that I have not imagined myself to conquer.
It is a determination that brought myself through the process of taking the challenge.
It is a relief that other people's support to me would make me stronger to face the music.

Why do I not face the challenges of life just as I hit the milestone of a half-marathon challenge?


And it's the year beginning again...