a day

It's been a hell of a time with analogue electronics.
The lectures which prove little use compared to self-study.
The lab session that wasn't of much help either, just got us crazier.
The difference in the way the lecturer teach and the way she set the test questions.
The fact that she doesn't really understand what she is teaching herself.

Boo.

Hung out at the MPH with the guys, and playing volleyball (and blocking the way of the uni-team warming up ;P).
With the balls flying just anywhere.
Ending up having my hands blue-blacked.

haha~

Which was swollen earlier.

It was fun though. Though as usual, Im not better than amateur...

buzz

Things have been rushing in in abundance at the start of this week.

Scholarship duty hours started this week, hopefully to be finished by next or the other week.

Newly joining the committee of SoEA, getting new tasks. One of it was being the 'photographer' during the opening ceremony a sports event at our university.
And getting fooled by Min How who suggested that I go up front to tke the photos when I was not allowed to do so. SWEAT~!!!

Friends problems. Doesn't seem big, maybe it's just me making a fuss out of it.
Friendship fun. Friends came over from Cheras to my house at a time nearing midnight, initially asking me our to yam-char which I couldn't, and they came touring in my house instead. Hah!

Studies weren't going smoothly. Getting blurred and messed up by both the lecturer and lab tutor of Analogue Electronics 1. And find it hard to stay up wide awake in Digital Electronics 1 class, the fact that I have been in THREE binary-lecture classes now... and definitely getting bored over it of course!

At jst the right time, my mom went traveling in Beijing, leaving us behind with the daily housework and stuff.
'Returning' to Beijing has always been my dream. Now that mom goes TOURING in Beijing and later an extension of stay over at the embassy quarters of a friend's, it is so much worth it.

Problems again with the house. Water tank leaking. causing the numerous inconveniences. Wasting resources and money.

Thought I would not have enough time for everything. Now I gotta find time.
Precious time.

;)

it's complicated

It's a big start for a new semester.

The darker side... time clashing, gastric problem,...
The brighter side... chosen to join the SOEA Committee!!
And it's not for fun, or for the post. And pretty aware of the work loads coming up. And the responsibility I have. It's so much different from secondary school now. Everything should be of good quality.

But still, to have the joy and fun out of the work, if I managed to get any. =D

And this is the exposure I want. Although I have less confidence in handling things, I need this to furnish myself to face the society.


Had a taste of the complications of socialing right before I 'officially' joined the committee. Now I know how much is the 'a lot' to sacrifice. For now, it's friends...

Face it. You have to climb out of your lonely-faraway-planet world, as well as your sweet-and-funfilled world with friends. Not to abandon them, but to step into another world.



朋友。在我生命中占的大部分。

朋友容易交，好朋友却难找，知音更难得。

突然感觉到社会的复杂，压力。。。好可怕。

偏偏又得生活在这个疯狂的社会圈子里。

突然感觉到身边的朋友如此难以捉摸。

要是交朋友能够像和丽云一样，轻松自在，互相谅解，彼此鼓励；或和佩玲一样无忧无虑，那该多好啊~

其实我很喜欢新朋友，和他们一起，可以接触很多新事物。

也许，需要的是时间吧。加紧努力吧，我的朋友们。

还有，希望你们能体谅我。并不是不想理会你们，只是尽量做到‘公私分明’，但也不会背叛你们的啦~

我喜欢我的工作，我也珍惜我们的友谊。。。

unintended, unnecessary

New semester started, with me still feeling dizzy form the jog after blood donation. And later a bit of diarhea. But never thought that a problem was about to explode soon.

That I am in the danger of gastric problem.

Though there was a possibility, I never thought tht I would get it... but thinking back, there were times when I had irregular meals. And robably the problem worsen during the period of completing the project.

An unintended sacrifice. Unnecessary. Truly unwanted.
But there's no turning back. All I can do is to take more care in future.

And I really am down...

happy~

Happy Independence Day to my dear country!!

No counting down again this year, and not even watching fireworks, coz the moment the clock struck 12 am, I was shopping! Ahaha~

Went for blood donation today. Duno why I just like it. Haha... not that I enjoy seeing the extra size needle poking into my skin!

Notice that my vein is situated at the side... =P

my 450ml blood!