TERRIBLE!!!

So much so that I try to accept you as a normal person...
yet each time I do, I get VERY disappointed.

Can't believe how TERRIBLY SELFISH you are!! What is it about? Hiding the truth and only telling it when the harm has been done?? Do you EVER know how much it costs solely because YOU wana get YOUR things done???!!!

And yet you act so INNOCENT over it??!!! I AM terribly PISSED OFF by you!!!!!!

Each time I tell myself not to do the mistake again, each time I did it again.
The fact that I try to accept you.
So stupid of me...



there ARE reasons why people don't wanna get involved with you...

talk

Somehow I find it hard to just talk now. Or maybe I'm just in one of the strange modes again these days.
I might be arrogant, I might be stubborn or ignorant. Soehow whatever I do or say is just disagreed or disapproved upon by those who are claimed to be much higher leveled.
Yes, I might be wrong sometimes (or everytime). But do I have the chance to speak up and explain my reason for that?
This is the true nature of the society, that I have to accept. Just so fed up and helpless over it...
As well, I wouldn't wana make people give what they are unwilling to.

Sometimes, and many a times, I really envy with the sight of giggling and chatting away. It makes me think, how long ago have I really talked?
I just wish I had someone to talk to.
A nice long talk.


I am alone in the middle of no where.

Tribute

The least expected that appeared on my screen after the lab session. That Micheal Jackson has passed away. Though not exactly a fan, I can't be not influenced by his talent and by his hufe influence aroudn the world. A talent, a superstar that we have lost.
And then there are those thousands of tributes paid to him upon his death.
Tributes? Which might come just too late. Which are only done at just this time.
What has he been treated as years when he was still alive?
Anything and everything to create his hardship in life besides his health problem that he has to face?
Ridiculous...

For all your contributions and achievements, I salute you.
May you be reborn in a higher state.
Sadhu sadhu sadhu...


~Treasure what you have now. Don't mourn over it only when it is too late.~

not again...

Too common a scene...


... of my dresser~

That means I got myself in trouble again... boo~

Hah.. I'm ok.

Fish

There is a fish pond so you buy fish food to go feed.

~Tiffany Theorem~ =)


Did you mention there was fish there?
Wahahahahaahahhahahahaaa...


Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING CHUNNIE!!!
생일 촉하해!!! MuaxxxMuaxxxx~~ ^^