whew

Finally got to rest myself for a while. Believe it or not, I had my dinner at 10pm just now.
Or do you call that 'supper'? Anyway, all because CNY is approaching, we gotta do up all the unfinished business ever since we moved in. The furnitures was finally here last friday, and a hell of time we had, only getting to wash ourselves up at 12AM later... yet, there are still hell lots of things not done. My goodness...
Anyway, any fan of badminton here? Haha... kinda got attached to a Chinese player, not very handsome, but very cute! akakakakakakaaa......
This tall guy is Bao Chunlai!!
Just found out that though he holds his racket with his left hand, he writes (or signs autograph..?) using right hand! Hehe... interesting!

HaPpY ChInEsE NeW YeAr!!!

怒 , 气

最近似乎很爱说废话。
而因说了‘不该说’的一些话，竟被骂得狗血淋头。
说了话给人笑，会死吗？不会死，对不对？
我管他人爱笑不笑呀，我又没犯罪。如果你是为了面子，那随便你，反正我总是搞一些可笑的事。反正我的存在根本是个笑话。

不过，我依然存在，而且我也是个人。

目击了一个很残酷的画面。她竟然为了小事发狂的砸破那些宝贝小茶壶！本来是不小心撞倒一些而已，可是之后竟然拿其他的出气！！难以置信，一个爱节省的人会作出这种事！
我俩当然伤心透了。。。那虽然是别人送的，但却是我们最爱的摆设品呀！

逃不了的，错。。 还是在于我身上。‘是我不把另一边的东西收好，害得她碰倒那茶壶架，所以她一时在气头上才砸碎其他的。。。’对吗？
或者，要是那架子没摆在那里，就没事了？

为何我们闯祸，得自己负担，而别人干的好事，也是我的错？？难道我存在的目的是当个替死鬼吗？
如果她是火，那我会是炭。火烧炭的开始，虽然火很热，或许炭只会些温热。以大火烧炭，炭会变得很热。而更猛烈的火持续地烧炭，那炭会开始发烫，变得火红。万一爆发起来，会是个很大的伤害。

她和我的关系就类似这样。她一直在嫌弃，大骂，让我根本毫无退路。我试着关心她，帮助她，她却看不见，然而我的每一个缺点，她铭记在心理，而且不时的搬出来为难我！

我忍。
我的缺点我认了。我忍。
我不说话。我忍。
反正我说的话，她听不进。我忍。
她的缺点我早察觉到了。我忍。
偶尔我发出一些火花，却成为她另一些攻击用具。我还得忍。

忍到什么时候呀，我不晓得。知道的是，要与她正面沟通，犹如登世界最高峰，很难，很难。。。
虽说我们有念佛学，必须懂得体谅，包容别人，但这并不表示不念佛学就有借口不顾一切乱发脾气！我们哪天就算不爆发出来，也有可能得到忧郁症的！！

如今，有无数时候，我不懂得怎么面对你们。我们长大了，你们希望我们会为一些事情做决定，但却想要那决定与你们一样。表面上似乎给了咱们更多自由，事实上却更约束我们的行动。

该怎么办呢？哎。。。。。。

oh... finally!

Gosh... was kinda surprised and nervous when mom told me to take the car yesterday...
My first time taking our dear old Honda!!!

Though making mistakes sometimes, and hearing my mom nagging away, found out that it wasn't too hard taking a big car... yea, compared to the Kancil. Well of course, it was auto-geared!

It was a day off yesterday, so dragged myself up to do some exercise in the morning. And strangely, went shopping alone at Jusco in the morning! Rite, I never go shopping alone. Moreover, in the wee hours of the day. Duhh...

Somehow, I'm feeling ill today... headache, sleepy, tired. And non-stopping sneezes and nose-itching. Maybe a cold or fever is coming... hope not. Don't have any medicine with me this time. Better not collapse before returning home! Not having duty, I'm sitting at the computer lab, wasting my time. Well, don't have mood for anything except sleep...

Anyway, CNY coming, excited!!

All about New Tunes...

It was such a sleepy day for me today, catching a nap at every chance I'd get.
All because of of the concert of UKM's NTLP. Overall the concert ain't bad, quite 'okay' for a university standard. Wish there was such an event in UCSI though...
Only, It was not really what I had expected... or rather, I had too high of expectance. And, the music background were much the same, only a few songs stood out with their different tunes.

The songs presented might be quite meaningful and nice, but they almost sounded 'too normal' to us. Majority of the songs had the singing drowned out by the huge drum and guitar sounds, which made it difficult to hear the music or understand the lyrics. What a pity...

One thing, one thing which was a major negative contribution to my drowsiness last night and today is... what our country people are so good at... BEING LATE!!! Who else but the VIP... Dato' Sri Ong!!! How long was he late... ONE HOUR!!! Damn it... how tough was it to go there on a Sunday evening??! AND, he was the first to leave!! And that caused the concert to last till Midnight--12am. And I had class on the next morning... whole day... ahh great...

乱弹

最终还是不能坦然面对。


我无话可说。。。