Imperfect

Somehow, I duno why, but somehow...
I never seem to be able to get things done the PERFECT way.
And, that is, I almost always overlook a particular thing, which of course causes the imperfection.
And I am definitely furious at this.
Why others can do it, but I cannot.
And why I keep my target so high when I so rarely can achieve it.
Why I still mind so much when I keep persuading myself to avoid clinging on it too much.
Why I am never confident in doing things...
it's because whenever I am confident in a particular thing, the result often turn out another way... far from expectation.

Have to accept myself the way I am.
But still, gotta give my best in everything.
Gotta build my confidence. Gotta strive.