Unbreakable

ahh finally... the BIG day!!

Being a fan of a decade, I finally got to see my first fave artist perform live!! Backstreet Boys Unbreakable Tour... the Malaysia stop! It's a pity they aren't fivers anymore, but anyhow, I find myself still as crazy of them! Hahaa...

Quite some audience were foreigners, and I actually witnessed racial integration in the fans!! (Does this work for M'sian Studies project??!) And that, many of these people love to SMOKE! Never have I been to a concert with so many smokers (or rather, usually concert venues don't allow smoking). And because of some management problem, the early birds (including us) were frustrated over the management team for letting in the latecomers FIRST through another side gate! And one thing I don't understand is why YZ and her friends took all the trouble to squeeze to the front (yes, I believe we were much hated by many), yet reaching the venue, they preferred to stand at the back... [sweat...alot.]

Though delayed for an hour (privilege of VIP?!), the one-and-a-half-hour concert was superb, of course! The boys were as lively as before, bringing away the new songs and all-time-favorite hits with dance moves!! Seemed like how it was 10 years ago...as if they never grow old! Hehe... Brian was soooo cute, making funny gestures throughout the concert! (makes me imagine him playing with his son...^^)

Unfortunately, the photos taken was not good, and only managed to filter some clearer ones...

At the entrance

The stage and the fabulous view of Sunway Resort Hotel ;)

The lightings were good :)

"Any Other Way"

Show the Meaning of Being Lonely... by playing poker!

(interesting scene ^^)

My favorite Brian!!

All I Have To Give dance!

[medley: As Long As You Love Me / All I Have To Give / I'll Never Break Your Heart]

"Treat Me Right"

As usual, I don't like the endings... hah~

Do hope to see a real HUGE concert of their soon!

squeezzzeee~!!

Created a record for Heng's car.

With a gang of 8 people squeezing into a MYVI!! It's even crazier than the shuttle bus.

With the ME in the front seat on Phoenix Jie Jie's lap, I feel like 10 years younger... wakakakaka~!!!

STRUCK

Feels bad, but I had no choice.

To recruit someone into the project team when we are already halfway through it, is only a path to more problem (the fact that I always have problems, and I’m not even an engineer… yet). And how you explained that you saw our proposal, SO you wana join the team - that's definitely a setback for considering… giving the idea that you expect the easy way out. Plus, you keep pricking on my conscience with YOUR problem, which I have explained with thousands apologies that I can help NOT. If you’ve really been here for two weeks, you SHOULD have been aware of this project teaming going around in class; and if you really DO care about it, you should have initiated to team up with some other classmates ages ago! You ‘prove’ that you’re new here by the fact that your course selection isn’t even approved yet. What if it will NOT be approved? Expect me to recruit you then take u off again then RE-REDO everything again?! If so, you might as well just drop the course… If it wasn’t for my friend who took the trouble to help me talk, I could have really screamed at YOU! (I would have BURST it out if I talked more...)Your attitude of never accepting others’ opinion and explanation, not respecting our rights... it annoys me. Now I’m even more frustrated… knowing that you’ve been eavesdropping all the while on my conversation with my friends!! And the thought of it makes me feel t hat you’ve been STALKING on me!!
Sorry for disappointing you, but it isn't within my ability.

#Realize the importance of non-common language… and the DANGER of using international language!#

And thank you to my friends who listened to my bragging, and helped me out. ;)

可惜

今天和几位朋友吃饭。他提起了那件事。

“你们之间好像发生了什么事。。 你是不是介意啊？”

“我无所谓呀~”

也不知自己是说真话还是假话。也许真的有些不高兴，自己也避免想太多。
也许相反的，她为了自卫，先为自己‘打底’了，坏人还是我。
所谓的‘无所谓’，也是说他想怎样就怎样。
领悟到朋友的话：在那里的人过着自己的世界。还有些道理。

不是我想要的结果，更不想让它继续恶化。
但事情已经发生了。和上一次相似。

也让彼此更了解对方吧。。。


有机会再从来吗？
很难吧~

DnG

Blow me down.

Diarhoea and gastric, that is.
Definitely one of the most terrible moments when the two struck me and seemingly tearing away my stomach... Blame it on the whoever-it-is who made the poisonous dish... as well as my love for food~
Never imagined how terrible it could get. Wasting away nights of hours which I could have spent nicely on the projects.

And this is not gonna be the last time...
Arghhh~

CNY, and...

It's the 9th day of CNY now... the workload is still there. First time (at least that's in my memory) that the festival can be spent so hectically.
And skipping class for the sake of avoiding the traffic jam and attending a dinner proved fatal enough - it's almost every lesson of that day that I have to squeeze my brain to understand. And only enlightened about part of one of the lessons by a friend 10 minutes before the test today~! Yet the test was mostly on what I did not focus on. Urghhh~

CNY was even more lost of mood compared to last year... that my uncles did not return to hometown seemed to decrease the excitement so much. The good thing was, we finally got to stay at another uncle's new villa-like bungalow! Beautiful it is, but had trouble sleeping nicely...hmm...

And the haircut. Spuured a bit of my mood, though done last minute. And a nice comment I got from her: "You look like your mom." Ahh... wow, I duno how, whether you've seen my mom before, but somehow you know that my mom is a pretty lady~! ;)

Seems like the greatest excitement, other than red packets, is tv programme. And the missions of searching (and fighting?!) for tv to use. Not a tv maniac, but somehow those programmes that I wanna watch are shown during festive seasons. sweat...

In no time the festival will be over. And in no time, my assignments wll be due... Urghhh... keeping working~

trouble

I fell apart.

Or probably I should have... long time ago.
It’s always been inside me.
Unseen, unheard.
Yet only few people have a glimpse of it.
And that’s bcoz they are similar to me.
You've never heard of it, seen of it.
The you, the closest people in my life.

Never voicing out doesn't mean I have nothing to say.
Yet when I do voice out, you view it as trouble.

I have to be considerate.
You are not engineer. Not problem-solver.
You cannot (or don't consider to... or don't bother to...) solve my problem.

And probably I'm not a problem.

I am only trouble.