Monday, July 13, 2009

Extreme

Grandma has been in town for one and a half weeks now. A good cause, not for a good reason though. Had some problems with the heart, and had just went through an operation. But the fact that the surgery took place before I realised it was already over! Hah.. I'm really lagging in knowing the modern medical world.
And therefore we've been having visitors.. relatives coming from north and south. And how dreadful it is having not able to spend time with them, thanks to the loads of work.
Had expected to meet this situation, especially now with 3 projects at hand and the endless assignments and studyings... the fact that I had cut out the TV time completely and sacrificing my sleep.
Hah... It feels terrible. To struggle to keep my eyes open and my brain awake and watch out on my steps to make sure I don't fall down anytime...

It's worse off when people expect 200% from you and yet you are witnessing them contributing only about 20%.
Much much worse when people think it's the other way round.

At this moment, I'd say, life sucks.

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